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See You Next Tuesday
03:15
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I have loved you for the last time
I can see through starless eyes
How picturesque, a late night phone call to say our last goodbyes
Flashback, you’re with me instead
Your passenger seat has the best view
But you’re distant when you tell me something I don’t wanna hear
about 500 days of summer
Can you fake it are you faking it
Do you know what it’s like
To love something or anyone who isn’t just yourself
Winter chills your feelings fleeting
prove to me your hearts still beating
The words escape me I know you hate me
But trying is just a waste of our time
Lie to me
Tell me when it’s over
Lie to me
Tell me that it meant nothing at all
Lie to me
Tell me when it’s over
Lie to me
But you can’t process the thought
That it meant something to me
Can you fake it are you faking it
Do you know what it’s like
To love something or anyone who isn’t just yourself
The only thing that I regret
(Kiss the hand of death)
Is that I never loved you less
(With your other hand around my neck)
So I’ll make damn sure you don’t forget
(Hope that you regret it)
That I can’t hate you anymore than this
(When there’s no one left to choke out)
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2. |
Catnip
04:16
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Trying to find the words that rhyme the best
My thoughts how to get them off my chest
temperature rises at the thought of you
Stepping over daisies
Breaking pencils trying to write this out
The nicotine is killing me but I still smoke when you’re around
Rinse my mouth with smoke
Pull on the cigarette but I still choke
You’re the blood that rushes from my head before I hit the floor
But my chemical
Imbalance
Still gets to me
Sometimes
This feeling makes my legs go numb
Our crumbling bodies turn into polystyrene
Id spill my guts but they’re tangled up in knots and lost with thoughts
Getting closer every day
To working up the nerve to say
Is it it hot in here
Or is that just you
Hit me right where it hurts
You went out to have a smoke and you just never returned
Send a text saying I must’ve missed you walking out the door
at the party but it’s awkward cause my social skills are poor
But you’ll still come to my shows
Even if you won’t say hi
I still caught you by the exit but I missed your goodbye
Why’d I have to fuck it up again
Another gun jumped
Tried hard not to give a fuck
When it’s standing there
Right in front of me
My legs go numb
Our crumbling bodies turn into polystyrene
I’d spill my guts
But they’re tangled up in knots and lost with thoughts
Getting closer every day to working up the nerve to say
Is it hot in here
Or is that just you
My legs go numb
Our crumbling bodies turn into polystyrene
But they’re tangled up in knots
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3. |
Joan of Arc
03:42
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Lay by your side
My lungs sigh as yours rise
And I think of all the ways that this tragedy could not end
But if I am the knife, you are the master play write
Use your words just like weapons to pen yourself out with lies
Would you put down your pen
If I gave you the end
You hung high on your cross
With your nails still in hand
Your sharpie stigmata
A self proclaimed martyr
Bleed for your god
But that crown of thorns is not yours
Did you cry and pull the curtains
Wipe your tears cause what’s the purpose
If your problems are imaginary you’re the one who caused this
Crush with ink the whites of your dry eyes
Guilty minds write better lies
But I know the truth
But I know you
Joan of Arc
You can’t wash this stain
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Sadgasm
05:58
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Forget the thoughts attempts and commitments
Empty words and the loveless intentions
But I can’t forget the way our hands intertwined
When we were anxious
And maybe in love for a time
I still think of you sometimes
But you’re still gone
And I’ll be here
Alone beneath a
Shattered reflection cut short of obsession
I wish you were no one
Honestly
When was the last time
You said I love you and meant it
Cause I can’t think of a time I knew you weren’t lying
I’ll never
see you again once all this is over
Trying not to
Need you I can’t
Continue
But you’re still gone
And I’ll be here
Alone beneath a
Shattered reflection cut short of obsession
I wish you were no one
What happened to the nights where we’d just sit around and talk
Where we’d open up about our thoughts
You don’t come around here
You don’t come around
You never come around
You’ll never know what it was like
To sit alone
To sit by myself
Lying by myself
I
Wont
Lay
Alone
Any longer
I
Won’t
Wait
Alone
Any longer
Sometimes I wish you were dead
This is my resignation
From the pain so you can put me down
Cause I tried to see it through but we’re through and nothing you do now could make me ever want you around
But I can’t keep missing you or waiting for you to call
Because it’s tearing myself apart and it’s getting harder and harder for me to be a good fucking person
I am who I want to be now and it’s no thanks to you
The things you did will haunt every relationship I have henceforth
I am the self destructive god of my own creation
I am better because of this
I am my own fucking person and that’s more than you could ever say about yourself
I am more
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